I still haven't gotten over our first kiss. The memory is still fresh. It must be a magic kissing spell or something, because it's never left my mind ever since. The butterflies are already building a mansion in my stomach. Will they ever leave?
Jerry Knows Somehow
I could imagine God laughing at me that morning as I prayed about my feelings. Anyone who heard me praying might have had a laugh attack. It was so funny that I find it funny too.
Dear Lord, please help me put those kisses into perspective. We got so carried away with our emotions. It's nothing really. I'm sorry I responded. I shouldn't have but it was so. . . no I mean, forgive me. It's so hard to say no to Jerry. I don't know how to resist his kisses anymore. I feel so helpless now. Please, help me get pass this. . .growing feeling I have for him. I think I love him. Oh Lord, I don't really understand. . .please help me. . .just help me. . .help me to do Your will.
I can't deny it. I really like being around Jerry, and I love the way he treats me. He gives me all his love and attention. And I'm like "Am I dreaming?!".
Dear Lord, please help me put those kisses into perspective. We got so carried away with our emotions. It's nothing really. I'm sorry I responded. I shouldn't have but it was so. . . no I mean, forgive me. It's so hard to say no to Jerry. I don't know how to resist his kisses anymore. I feel so helpless now. Please, help me get pass this. . .growing feeling I have for him. I think I love him. Oh Lord, I don't really understand. . .please help me. . .just help me. . .help me to do Your will.
I can't deny it. I really like being around Jerry, and I love the way he treats me. He gives me all his love and attention. And I'm like "Am I dreaming?!".
I melt in his muscular arms. I blush at his gazes. My heart races at how he expresses his love. Time stands still when we talk and share moments together.
It feels so right to be with Jerry but then again it is scary. Maybe because it's all happening so fast. I am not sure whether it's a good thing to be afraid to love and be loved. Blessedly, I have asked God to help me in this situation. Or what do I call it?
Love.
And Just when I thought the story has ended. Jerry made me realize the story has only just begun.
This is the beginning of a true love story. . .
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'I Met Jerry' will be here for few more times. Please, don't complain when the story gets on your nerves. Lol. Jerry still doesn't know about this diary. But it's obvious his heart does.
Choi, na love be this?!
See previous chapters -
Ch. 1 : I Met Jerry
Ch. 2 : Phone Calls
Ch. 3: Magic and Wonder
Written by Nwamaka Ajaegbu
Twitter: @Amakamedia
Email: amakamedia@yahoo.com
See previous chapters -
Ch. 1 : I Met Jerry
Ch. 2 : Phone Calls
Ch. 3: Magic and Wonder
Written by Nwamaka Ajaegbu
Twitter: @Amakamedia
Email: amakamedia@yahoo.com
Heart Rays . . .giving out the light.
